Right now... I'm trying to find myself. I felt totally scattered after graduation. Once I do that... I'll be able to shake off the feeling of being incomplete (and incompetent.)

In case you don't know... every summer vacation... I am in a ground state... I can't focus on anything. I am totally emo. This started when I am in high school, when I started to have friends. It totally made me feel incomplete when those who were close to me became so far away.

Someday... someday... this feeling would leave... replaced by emptiness or being complete.